No it’s not what you think you little perves!
But I do love this. I only want to be not free if my feelings are so strong that not free is more freeing and more loving and more compassionate then being free. I like my freedom but I would love to be not free with someone else who wants to be not free with me. Only then do I want to be tied up.
Last night one of my guy friends broke up with his girlfriend. “Whatever I’m free I guess…” He unhappily said.
But that’s just the thing about love. You don’t want to be free. You want to be tied up in the knot forever— because to be untied, to be free means to be apart from the one thing. you want to be tied up in.
Sometimes the best thing in the world is to not be free.
I want to be not free. Please come, come and tie me up.
I want to be so close it hurts.